what am i 5 years ago, now, and 5 years ahead?

5 years ago i was at junior high, still a kid playing with marble and not thinking about future at all. never been thru' any kind of life problem and heart-broken situation.

present time was tough, i cannot believe that live could be this hard, tough, and cold like an ice. everyday passing by just like turning the book page and splash ink at the page, most of the ink was black, the colorful day was only when i start entering university life, everything was colorful until after half year, everything turns its black side on me. it is felt like the world betray you. no one care about you except your family and your best friend, but even your best friend could forget about you a while. but i don't care of it, i will finish this degree faster and never look back, i will find my job and life happily with my family.

i am looking on me 5 years ahead, a young web designer with fresh experience trying to get in the battlefield of worklife and will survive! can earn money for my self and be successful!

as we grow up

as we grow up
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, and no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

-as cited from tia's blog-